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December 28, 2009
My Biggest Stressor.
Work has been unbearable since Christmas Eve. Every day, excluding Christmas since we were closed, has been extremely busy, and people have been less impatient and ruder than usual. It is really starting to get to me.
Matthew quit today, he wasn't really a friend of mine, to be honest he annoyed the piss out of me... but he was still good to have around. He was too friendly, to the point it was just unprofessional, and he never respected chain of command, but he was good with customers and it was nice to have someone there to take some work off of me. He quit because he was told to come in at 4:00 this morning to open. When he got to the store all the doors were locked, even though a manager is supposed to be there before 4:00 in the morning. He stayed there for 20 minutes, called 6 times and went to every entrance/window and knocked. Nothing. So he wrote a note and left it on the door, his 2 weeks notice. I talked to him when he came in later today, he isn't going to come back to work for those 2 weeks, he is just going to collect his check on Thursday and find a job elsewhere. I can't say I blame him for being angry, but for quitting? A little silly. He wasn't very tolerant of anything though, he even threatened to quit a few times when a manager put him in the grill... even though it was part of his job, and he was trained there. But whatever, I guess they will just hire another person to work with me. Fun!
A 17 year old girl that I work with got engaged to her boyfriend on Christmas day, she showed off the gaudy, fake looking ring to me when she came in today. She then gave Colby shit because we aren't married. We're 20 years old, why on earth would we want to get married? We have bills to pay, we have degrees to get in school, I mean there is so much crap that we both need to get straightened out before we even seriously consider thinking about marriage! Yes, we live together, and we love each other very much... but if we got married or engaged and something were to happen? Too much drama for a young person to have to deal with. Besides, I don't think Colby wants to marry me... I've asked about him jokingly but... I just don't think so.
So many random things on my mind, I can't even organize my own thoughts. This job is aging me rapidly, but money is money. Unless I can find something within walking distance of this apartment (which isn't great because we are planning to move really, really soon) and with better pay, I'm stuck.
Completely unrelated, I want to dye my hair again. I've always gone dark when I dye my hair... dark auburn, dark browns, blacks, etc. I kind of want to go lighter, the only problem is that I have black eyebrows, which just look weird against light hair. I kind of want some highlights too, or something crazy. I'm just tired of having ugly, boring hair. Of being ugly and boring in general. I want to stand out, I want to be someone... not just another average face. Average girl.
I don't have anything left to say... hope everyone is enjoying their holidays.
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