Resurrection!

Hellooo Bloggers!

(Before I go any further please excuse any silly typos you come across, half the buttons on Colby's keyboard are semi-broken and need to be pounded on to work... too much gaming!)

Yeah, I'm still alive. For the most part anyway. For those of you who are not my friends, or don't keep up with my Twitter feed (basically you would have had to not glance at it once for the last 5 or 6 months), I am STILL without a computer. This past November I was in the middle of watching a very intense episode of House on Hulu when my computer just... fried. Crackling sound in my headset, white screen of death. I turn it on from time to time just to instill a little hop in my heart, then to dash it all away as soon as the white screen appears. It really is heartbreaking...

I'm accepting donations. ;)

Let's see, what have you missed... I'm still living in the same apartment, only now the lease is up so we're looking for a new place. Kind of. Yep, still with Colby as well. We have our ups and downs, more downs as of late, but we still love each other. I'm still working at Target, no promotion or raise in sight, but I've only been there 7 months. I like my job, its a hell of a lot better than working at McDonalds, but... it is really taxing. Incredibly stressful.

I work my ass off and it never seems to be enough, story of my life, right? I don't know, maybe I'm really bad at my job and I just don't see it, and people are too nice to point it out to me? I'm not sure, but it is taking it is toll on me. I feel like I put too much of myself into everything I do, and I really let my job performance get to me. So, for me to think I'm having a good night and that my zone is coming along nicely... and then to have someone completely shit all over it (not literally...) it really affects me. And I always let it show. They know what they're doing to me.

Anyway, enough about Target. I have today and tomorrow off, and I have no plans at all. I completely revamped my blog, and I'm excited to get back into writing, both blogs and posting my poetry again.

OH, I was writing a novel for NaNoWriMo, but after almost 25,000 words I slowed down, and then all that shit with my computer... so yeah. I still have the whole story mapped out in my head.

(Spoiler alert) If you want to know roughly what my book is about, I suggest you go back a few months on my blog and read about my dream about the androids...

ALSO, you should check out my YouTube channel and watch my Vlogs. Once again, haven't updated in a while, but I'm planning to just do them directly from my digital camera... should be fun.

http://www.youtube.com/user/SteppingStone08?feature=mhum <--- Check ittt.

Well, thanks for reading, back to trolling around Twitter.

;)

J