Huh.

Sex dreams about ex boyfriends are not cool.
They unnerve me, and I don't like that.
Matt still hasn't sent me my money, I don't think he plans to.
Whatever, I'm not going to chase him down.
I thought he was better than that, I guess 4 years of friendship was just a lie.
I was too blinded to see the real him.
I have to work this weekend, 6-2 both days, pretty gross.
Colby and I have been talking, about a lot of things. I think we've decided to just stay in our apartment, no matter how frustrating it is. We don't have the money right now to be putting down deposits on new apartments.
Another option is to move in with his aunt, I like her, but I don't want to.
I mean... we're 20 years old. His cousin Logan is in the military so he won't be home, but he has two much younger pain in the ass cousins.
You know, I could probably make some money babysitting though... who knows?
Or just babysit for free since she'd let me live upstairs.
I don't know.
I've been collecting toys for my little sister, the three girls are all officially adopted as of the 20th. Miranda changed her name, I don't know what it is.

Goodnight.

J