Colby's mom said that after the woman left, she called the shelter SIX times, begging to adopt my three tiger kittens. Six times. Begging. But she can't have them, because they're my babies!
And they're coming home tonight!
J
October 20, 2011
My Tiger Babies.
Colby's mom said that after the woman left, she called the shelter SIX times, begging to adopt my three tiger kittens. Six times. Begging. But she can't have them, because they're my babies!
And they're coming home tonight!
J
Thank You.
So, no more VALO for me.
Life is so shitty.
I need to fix everything and make it better.
J
October 14, 2011
Cheer Up.
One of my awesome Twitter friends made this for me today. It made me smile.
Not much can make me smile these days.
I've been completely miserable.
I feel so helpless, so completely alone.
I think I'm starting to give up.
No, that's not true.
I gave up a long time ago.
Ugh..
J
October 11, 2011
October 4, 2011
Vlog Questions!
Hey there folks, just making a post so that you have the option to submit questions for my vlogs anonymously! If I ever ask for questions go ahead and just post them here (unless I make a more recent post) and I'll answer them in my vlog!
Ask awaaaaay!
:D
Ask awaaaaay!
:D
October 2, 2011
Cheaters.
Today, Colby and I found out via Facebook that our good friend, and outstanding Marine, is the victim of a cheating, manipulative wife, and they are only 20 and 21 years old. This was posted on both of their Facebook pages today:
"TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.. I [Destinye] would never tell you this myself, because I hate who I am, I'm manipulative, and I am a compulsive liar. So my soon-to-be ex husband will have to do it for me. He is an amazing man. He supported me when my life was hard, he loved me with all his heart, he NEVER would've hurt me, he gave me everything I could've asked for, he did everything for me, he would've died for me, he loved me even if I fucked up... even if I ripped his heart out.. twice. I was never happier than when I was with him. At least that's what I told him. If you're wondering, I cheated on him, twice. Once while he was deployed, serving his country, risking his life, at the most vulnerable part of his life. But I reassured him that I would NEVER do it again. That I LOVED him more than anyone, and I could not live without him. For he was my soul mate. But again I cheated, just recently, while he was home, sleeping next to me every night, comfortable and care-free.. He had no idea. In fact, him finding out that I had been cheating on him since mid September shocked him so badly, he contemplated suicide for days. He still is in fact. But i don't really care. Selfishness is part of my nature, as well as deceit and manipulation. Will I ever find someone good enough for me? Probably not. Because I already have, unfortunately, I found the need to sleep with 19 yr old, skinny, drug-dealing, no future, Anza kid. Rico Robles. So a fair warning to anyone looking to try having a relationship with me: Good luck, I obviously had everything I couldve asked for, an apartment, a brand new car, a great job, I was in college, and had a loving husband who made me laugh, rubbed my feet, cooked me breakfast, gave me the world, supported me no matter what held me when I was upset, wiped my tears away, told me I was beautiful everyday even if I had just woken up.. One day I'll look back and see what I missed out on. One day.. I'll realize he really loved me. But it will be too late."
Justin, I doubt you're reading this, but we love you man. SO many people are proud of you and love you. Stay strong, you'll get through this.
J
"TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.. I [Destinye] would never tell you this myself, because I hate who I am, I'm manipulative, and I am a compulsive liar. So my soon-to-be ex husband will have to do it for me. He is an amazing man. He supported me when my life was hard, he loved me with all his heart, he NEVER would've hurt me, he gave me everything I could've asked for, he did everything for me, he would've died for me, he loved me even if I fucked up... even if I ripped his heart out.. twice. I was never happier than when I was with him. At least that's what I told him. If you're wondering, I cheated on him, twice. Once while he was deployed, serving his country, risking his life, at the most vulnerable part of his life. But I reassured him that I would NEVER do it again. That I LOVED him more than anyone, and I could not live without him. For he was my soul mate. But again I cheated, just recently, while he was home, sleeping next to me every night, comfortable and care-free.. He had no idea. In fact, him finding out that I had been cheating on him since mid September shocked him so badly, he contemplated suicide for days. He still is in fact. But i don't really care. Selfishness is part of my nature, as well as deceit and manipulation. Will I ever find someone good enough for me? Probably not. Because I already have, unfortunately, I found the need to sleep with 19 yr old, skinny, drug-dealing, no future, Anza kid. Rico Robles. So a fair warning to anyone looking to try having a relationship with me: Good luck, I obviously had everything I couldve asked for, an apartment, a brand new car, a great job, I was in college, and had a loving husband who made me laugh, rubbed my feet, cooked me breakfast, gave me the world, supported me no matter what held me when I was upset, wiped my tears away, told me I was beautiful everyday even if I had just woken up.. One day I'll look back and see what I missed out on. One day.. I'll realize he really loved me. But it will be too late."
Justin, I doubt you're reading this, but we love you man. SO many people are proud of you and love you. Stay strong, you'll get through this.
J
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